Since adulthood, I have always lived a decidedly/decisive life. I made a choice to never be a waffler, waste time on regret or re-visit the anticipations and the ruminantions of decisions that I've made. I've always stuck to my guns, wrong or right. Hated or loved.
Understanding that it is pointless when you get to a station or position to think of all the things that lead you there. The last year of my life has been eventful, sad, and a running commentary on bad, nay, terrible choices.
A couple nights ago, I was driving with a dear friend and we perchanced to talk about all these various life/things that come into play on an everyday basis. Relationships, jobs, schools... you. name. it.
Speaking of relationships, this turbulent and chaotic year brought so many people into my life. And, now realizing that maybe this was specifically the reason for all the twists & turns of it all.
With the advent of all the new friends I had and foes that sprung up like weeds. The beauty of it all is that when dark walks into light/spaces, it allows you to see where the light actually originates. It bleeds out the real sources of truth, love, freedom. Of all the new friends and people that I had met in the last 18months, only a few shined to me like beacons of light out of those dark/spaces.
Marty, Justin, Clarence, Tiffany, DonaldTrey...They are where I belong.
Recently, very/recently... all those others were exactingly excised like somethings, diseased. I waffled on a few, but decided I would make no absolutely no U-turns on this road.
I have not. Looked::back.
So I'm saying welcome to my new life, and love the old ones that still remain and the new ones that will be here for/ever.
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